Ball Busting..
Soooo the day before yesterday, I was introduced to Ball Busting (Definition #2). It didn’t quite seem like an activity that I could ever find myself getting into, as I am PRO feeling or inflicting no pain what-so-ever >.< Nothing past a bit of biting, spanking, nipple clamps, choking, and hair pulling anyway. I am just never able to open up such a place within myself where that would be okay, or pleasurable… A lovely friend that I met online sent over a video that first triggered him to want to try it. It was very difficult for me to get through, but I actually found myself becoming aroused at what I was seeing.. Now I am quite submissive by nature, so I don’t particularly get off on ordering men around, nor do I get off on seeing others in pain.. That aspect of the video was not what did it for me. What did it for me was seeing how consistently stiff that this man was even after being put through sooo much pain =/ Pain as in literally having his balls used as a punching bag at one point. This chick wasn’t messing around either, she brought him to his knees a couple of times, and this man’s cock never so much as drooped down even once :O THAT, is what drove me wild.. To see just how much he got off on the constant and increasingly more intense blows to his sack, it was absolutely nuts.. (Pun very much intended) So the next day we found ourselves discussing it once again, as he REALLY wanted to try this.. He urged me that he would do absolutely anything and everything that I told him to, begged me to take control, I was VERY hesitant at first.. However, NEXT thing you know, here we are cam2voice.. He is absolutely nude and at my mercy.. Which I had plenty of by the way ! He even told me when we were through “you’re so genuine and gentle, I like you, I think you’re a goddess..”. That truly made me smile ^^ I loved the trust and vulnerability that was exchanged between us, I get off on a man trusting me sooo much and so completely ^^ We had a great little trial run, and he enjoyed himself :D It was so weird being his first in that way, but he’s still into it so I am guessing that I did something right :P I enjoyed playing the role, I was freakishly great at it… I seriously learn so much about myself each and everyday, it is just such a nice feeling slowly but surely coming into your own.. I still run into a few trials every now and then, but I am definitely not the woman that I was when I first started this blog a little over a year ago. I am beginning to evolve and come into my own sexually, and it feels oh so good to know exactly who I am ! I am looking forward to many more exciting adventures :D