I loose interest so easily O_o I think I may be over it.. I am just one of those people who can only be left unattended for so long, you know ? Quantity + Quality or move the hell on.. I am in this specific lifestyle for a reason.. Although, I say that now >.<
He definitely called me his little chocolate muffin yesterday morning, lol ! Coming from anyone else, that would annoy me to no end.. He is just so cute and perfect in everything that he says *blushes* ^.^ I was thinking about it because I am currently dying until I can hear him say good morning to me once again ! He always has something super cute to say :D Bleeehh, I need to get a grip…
Clementine: Joely?
Joel: Yeah Tangerine?
Clementine: Am I ugly?
Joel: Uh-uh.
Clementine: When I was a kid, I thought I was. I can’t believe I’m crying already. Sometimes I think people don’t understand how lonely it is to be a kid, like you don’t matter. So, I’m eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her, “You can’t be ugly! Be pretty!” It’s weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too.
Joel: You’re pretty.
Clementine: Joely, don’t ever leave me.
Joel: You’re pretty… you’re pretty… pretty…
This scene is an excellent portrayal of what tends to go on in my wildest dreams♡
(via justinherrick)
I swear on my entire life that the universe is testing me, you guys >.< I just may be falling for it too =/
I cannot even remember the last time that I giggled sooo much !! I mean that phone call was literally a grand total of about 3 minutes, and I still have thee BIGGEST smile on my face ^.^
Feeling a bit lonely, and I am slipping into little girl mode once again >.<
So yesterday I was talking to Bino about the way that I felt in regards to the whole not hearing from him issue, and he was totally understanding about it.. In fact he told me that he found it comforting that I felt that way “) I am just so happy and lucky that I am able to be so explicitly honest with him. Especially when the whole issue is centered around me just being silly =\ The man wasn’t feeling well, but he got to me when he could.. I knew that deep down inside, but my missing him so much on top of my insecurity sort over powered my rationale. We talked about everything and it only brought us even closer together, so close that I uttered to him those three little words !!! “I trust you”…. Never have I ever in life had those feelings towards anyone :O My communicating such was kind’ve a big deal.. He expressed to me that he felt the same, so I believe that we are in a pretty good place right now “) He makes me so happy, I was so silly to ever worry.. I feel TOO vulnerable, but I also feel as if he’ll always be there to catch me.. I’ll probably never worry about something like that again..
Oh how I missed WeHo♡
Well speak of the devil O_o
I bring him up ONCE and everything is jinxed O_o Fack !!! I know better than to talk about my guys on Tumblr, but FUUUUUCCCCK ! Sometimes I just need to vent ! This is the first day out of like weeks that I have not heard from him, he isn’t feeling well but usually I get at least something.. I know that I am being stupid and unreasonable, but I just hate not receiving any attention >.< I am a little girl for a reason.. I am just trying to be rational about this, if he isn’t saying anything to me all day, does this mean that he doesn’t care to be bothered ? Could he be waiting to see if I actually say something first this time around, because I never do =/ Is he more sick than I am realizing ? This is soooo psychotic of me! Any normal gal would just be like “Ehhh, he’ll get to me when he gets to me…” Fuck it, I’ll take that route for once in my life.. /rant